...decided I'm not going to have a TV anymore. Well, I have one to hook up to a video player, but I am going cold turkey on the talking picture box.
Frankly, I just spent three days packing my entire life up and recalled that there was an era when I really didn't watch that much TV and instead made use of the massive amount of art supplies and books and other creative materials I have amongst the piles of crap that I call my possessions.
I've actually been horribly depressed for the past few months, as I have had nothing to do for work. I take on clients of course, but I've been making a living for less than 15 hours a week. That means boredom, which means depression. So after one of the worst weeks that I can remember having in my adult life, without direction, without a path for the future, I've determined to change things a little.
I don't presently know where I'm moving. I have 5 days to sign a lease and move. There was a time when that was not scary to me. I hope to get back there again.
I leave within days of moving (wherever I'm going) for California to help shoot a major motion picture project.
I'm rambling, because I am trying to talk myself through the future, and yet that tendency is what has left me paralyzed as to changing my fate for these several months.
So I'll leave it at that. Also note some images I shot recently. They made me happy at the time.